The Polarity between Sloppy and Shipshape

In regards to the relationships between me and others and myself, there are many polarities. Often these contradictions lead to conflicts. For example the conflict between structure and spontaneity. Because opposites attract most relationship deal with this polarity. One is sloppy the other the opposite. Underneath it is in fact a much deeper conflict between one side; structured, organised, the linear part inside myself and the other side; spontaneous, intuitive, and the creative aspects inside of me. Both sides pull towards the ultimate conditioning, where fear overwhelms the system. This conflict can go on and on, just as long as there is insufficient balance between these 2 polarities. When balanced I am able to shake off the fear that is preoccupying me.

So I am finding this balance between structure and spontaneity in my life and hope for the better~                 :-)

Leendert van Velsen