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October 2009 
My addiction to Struggle
Posted on Feb 25th, 2007
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Leendert
Leendert
My struggle in life has become somewhat comforting.
It feels safe to feel I am struggling, I am very good at it! Setting Goals is easy, but when things come my way, and I start to achieve these goals, I get the creeps. This is not right, I am supposed to be contending, achieving goals, should this not be easy!? Help! I am changing my world, there where I used to think Change was impossible, what do I do now? Some people, perhaps dislike me for the fact they think my life is easy and everything I do comes naturally and easy.......why do I not feel the same and like me for that? I have developed a method to cultivate EASY! That way it became an Art to achieve by doing the minimum towards a maximum output. Why difficult? Why not Easy? There's a Challenge! It's OK, my life is EASY!
It feels safe to feel I am struggling, I am very good at it! Setting Goals is easy, but when things come my way, and I start to achieve these goals, I get the creeps. This is not right, I am supposed to be contending, achieving goals, should this not be easy!? Help! I am changing my world, there where I used to think Change was impossible, what do I do now? Some people, perhaps dislike me for the fact they think my life is easy and everything I do comes naturally and easy.......why do I not feel the same and like me for that? I have developed a method to cultivate EASY! That way it became an Art to achieve by doing the minimum towards a maximum output. Why difficult? Why not Easy? There's a Challenge! It's OK, my life is EASY!
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