I hear all Voices because of their Importancy

Initially I was in trouble because some of the voices of my inner Me's acted against my primary me, when me was leading myself into a direction I didn't need to go in. It was like there was an audience reacting on my behaviour, sometimes applauding, not often satisfied, and sometimes, ruining my performance by screaming "Boeh, Boeh!!!" all the time (lol).

This could really upset me, again this other voice telling me I was going Mad by even listening to this spoilt attendance. 

When I looked at this audience as if they were representing all the Me's in me I could imagine that they were being neglected most of the time,  some of them were really sad, angry, disappointed, unheard, spoiled, over-attended, left aside, etc. When I 1th started to really listen and give attention I started to understand I created a kindergarten full of neglected little children! As soon as I realised, I turned it around by acting like a good Kindergarten Teacher, with Love, Compassion, Attention, but also by stating clearly which way I wanted to go and be "somewhat" consequent about it. I became more assertive by looking underneath all the personalities in my Play. Now all the Me's are becoming more like adults and slowly I start to change from a Kindergarten Teacher into a Teacher in the school of Life. I teach my inner Me's, I direct them and I am the Director of my own Motion Picture. In return I receive valuable feed-back. (critics!)

Today I have mastered all my inner voices.
 
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