Integrating into a Whole ONE Being

The past few days I have been trying to profile in my blog entries the main 4 Archetypes inside of ME. To make it easier for myself I used familiar names for them to get to know and understand them better. After that I talked about Archetype NR 5, who is special, I found out there were 2 left. NR 6 and NR. 7.

I have come to this preliminary conclusion; NR 1,2,3 and 4, I have named them Lee, Leo, Leon and Leendert, are all my self's (The inner Universe). NR. 5 it is the one who is connecting the inner and the outer universe. (My sacred Voice).

So far so good, but now it is getting more complex; Archetype NR 6 and 7 symbolise the Outer Universe, that is the You in Me and the Universal God in me.

The critic-us, I have named him Happy Hendrik (Henry the Blissful One), has a special functionality, he was there for me to protect me when I was still ONE Kid, before I split up in the 4 Archetypes. Whenever I was hurt, criticised, punished, rejected,  repudiated, it was caused by my own behaviour. This was a difficult time for Hendrik because he was supposed to be my inner voice saying I shouldn't act like that because of all the above results caused by my behaviour. He failed and I did too. This was caused by extreme conditions in my youth. The critic-us became my enemy instead of my helper. The dialogue became a terrorist civil war inside of me causing all kinds of hazardous trouble during my entire childhood and beyond. Sad but true. Even the people who loved me the most became sort of enemies too. Very complicated to get out of a situation like this without ANY HELP! So that is why you will understand I will spend the rest of my life telling this story about all the ME's inside of me. Children are ONE when they are born with these 7 ARCHETYPES. Then the splitting up begins usually caused by ADULTS!(who were Children before. Before they got hurt etc. and split up!)

In christian and Jewish mystic traditions there was this problem explaining KARMA. Both the religions  stated at one point, that negative KARMA could be build up by negative behaviour of the embryo in the womb! (Needless to say how ridicules this is!) More on this subject later.

Because of this civil war, when I was a child I lost all confidence in myself, complete lack of arrogance. I know it sounds as an advantage but I can tell you it is NOT.
The whole process of discovering the archetypes and making peace with my sacred voice took me a long time, but it is POSSIBLE to heal from this. It has changed my life in the most miraculous way. I became aware of the fact that my inner voice is a sacred ONE.