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The 1st Me; an introduction- part 1.0

Posted on Mar 25th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert
The protector and contoller

Alone on a chair : Underground parties in Amsterdam are a nescesarity in the music industry :-)Really?Uh…

Yeah, that's him, one of my sub personalities. I have talked about it in my previous blog entree.

You might not have noticed(lol), but I am working here. It's at a Party in Amsterdam and I am talking to someone (who is not on the photo) from the record industry, and a few artists. It's an after party and probably 7 in the morning. Most people in the Amsterdamned partyscene use "something" to keep alive with these hours, but in this particularly picture I am as sober as a 1th years college girl and sharp as a razor teeth. Meeting these interesting people is important to my business and the controller (let's call him Lee) does not allow me to drink too much or do anything else that could make me weak at that very moment. Lee protects me (it's a rime!) and makes sure I am alright. Lee is the one who likes Martial Arts, a Music fanatic, remembering tunes, lyrics etc. Likes to impress people with total calmness in every situation, he is the manager of the place.  Without him I would break ALL the rules, just for the Fun. But he doesn't allow that, you see. Lee also blocks my progress and he doesn't like change! He always wants to do things the same way!  Luckily I have my good friend my Fulfill-er, alias The Pleas-er! (let's call him Leo!) I will write about him tomorrow. But Leo is the one who controles Lee! He is an expert in easily calm him and take him by the hand and say; Change is Good, We live for the Adventure! Of course if Leo would be the boss, it would be a mess! The amount of changes he would like to see would likely destroy my life. More tomorrow!


Leendert
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~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
5 days later
~C4Chaos said

“Most people in the Amsterdamned partyscene use “something” to keep alive with these hours,”

hmmm. i think i know what that is.

“Luckily I have my good friend my Fulfill-er, alias The Pleas-er! (let's call him Leo!) ”

ho'k, i'm a freakin' LEO but i'm NOT here to please you.

ok, you want my honesty, here you go… i never finished reading Sex, Ecology, Spirituality (SES). why?

i remember reading it one day, then i ran into a chapter on Subpersonalities… there was something there that says, each subpersonality goes through their own development… and each subpersonality has their own development lines… then i said, WTF?!!! it's subpersonalities all the way up / all the way down. and so i stopped reading the damn thing. now i only use it as dumbells.

will read more on your subpersonalities. thanks for sharing. you rock!

P.S. Amsterdam is cool. i'd like to go window shopping (wink, wink) around there someday.

P.P.S.
dude, just remember that this is not The Netherlands! Motherland!!!

Leendert : Illuminator ES
5 days later
Leendert said

Man, I can only answer this with a poem! And I dedicate my Day to you KUDOS! I will send it to you today, If you come to Amsterdamned give me a shout so I can warn them 3 days ahead! (lol) I am not truly sure if they are already ready for you….you see their views are limited and they are not aware of this cosmic blogging thing YET!

PS1.0
If you do dear to come to the Amsterdamned I will show you the PC Hooft Street (famous Dutch writer) it is awesome if you dig shopping. I am more of a Lunch type.(lol)

PS1.1 
Don't be nice please. if this is nt nice I don't know what is, uh be honest will you! (lol)

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
6 days later
~C4Chaos said

PC Hooft rocks! will get to know him more… i really like to go to Amsterdamn someday so i can hangout with the amsterdamned, but first i'll go to Ireland and catch myself some mean-green leprechauns…

P.S. thanks for the poetry. it made me smile and pee.

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