The 4th Me; an introduction- part 1.0
Posted on Mar 28th, 2007
by
Leendert
The Endeavor-er

This is ME in contemplation, the Endeavor-er Leon, who forces Me to maximise my performances, within and beyond my possibilities unfortunately. Leon drives everybody in "Us" crazy now and then and in his surroundings too(lol)! When optimised Leon is the one who deals with the to do list and deadlines, he handles the pressure like no one else in Me! There is nothing more important to him then dealing with pressure. I think he likes it?! That sounds uh....OK, but it is not. Just like the perfectionist it happens quickly Leon takes up to much responsibility over the system and things get out of balance easily if I aspire the impossible. I have learned this after studying the process severely in contemplation and meditation and making a lot of MISTAKES. I wish I could have seen this earlier but I didn't. I see it now clearly. When one or two of the Archetypes take over, I forget to eat healthy, I have no time for prayers and meditation, there is no relaxing or fun. The other way around (I have tried this too!) it happens when there is too much fun, relaxing, doing things that upsets the Universe too much and it all goes the other way around. You See? This is why I need BAlanCE in my (our) life. Get rid of the Gas (use the Barium analogy!) and create a unconquerable attitude
(like Lance Armstrong!?)
(see previous posts please)
http://leendert.zaadz.com/blog/edit/2006/3/balance_balance_balance_balance_balance
Because of our culture and background in terms of producing and prestige the Perfectionist and the Endeavour-er are usually very strong developed. The new Man and Women, the Children of the near future will have mastered this problem. They will not be pushed and conditioned by anybody. (The end of Advertising, as I use to know it) People will know what is good and what is not. And will act upon it. I promise, this is the New World. I can achieve my GOALS in a relaxing way as soon as I have these (4) Archetypes in line and I start to communicate with MY 5th Archetype, the SACRED ONE. MY Critic-us. Or as I would like to call it my very wise UNIVERSAL FATHER, GOD, The UNIVERSE.
(The Voice within)
We are all Children of this One Source, it does not matter how you would like to call this Universe (AS long as it is not Woody Allen(lol)
http://leendert.zaadz.com/blog/edit/2006/2/the_universe_and_having_a_sense_of_humor
Leendert van Velsen

This is ME in contemplation, the Endeavor-er Leon, who forces Me to maximise my performances, within and beyond my possibilities unfortunately. Leon drives everybody in "Us" crazy now and then and in his surroundings too(lol)! When optimised Leon is the one who deals with the to do list and deadlines, he handles the pressure like no one else in Me! There is nothing more important to him then dealing with pressure. I think he likes it?! That sounds uh....OK, but it is not. Just like the perfectionist it happens quickly Leon takes up to much responsibility over the system and things get out of balance easily if I aspire the impossible. I have learned this after studying the process severely in contemplation and meditation and making a lot of MISTAKES. I wish I could have seen this earlier but I didn't. I see it now clearly. When one or two of the Archetypes take over, I forget to eat healthy, I have no time for prayers and meditation, there is no relaxing or fun. The other way around (I have tried this too!) it happens when there is too much fun, relaxing, doing things that upsets the Universe too much and it all goes the other way around. You See? This is why I need BAlanCE in my (our) life. Get rid of the Gas (use the Barium analogy!) and create a unconquerable attitude
(like Lance Armstrong!?)
(see previous posts please)
http://leendert.zaadz.com/blog/edit/2006/3/balance_balance_balance_balance_balance
Because of our culture and background in terms of producing and prestige the Perfectionist and the Endeavour-er are usually very strong developed. The new Man and Women, the Children of the near future will have mastered this problem. They will not be pushed and conditioned by anybody. (The end of Advertising, as I use to know it) People will know what is good and what is not. And will act upon it. I promise, this is the New World. I can achieve my GOALS in a relaxing way as soon as I have these (4) Archetypes in line and I start to communicate with MY 5th Archetype, the SACRED ONE. MY Critic-us. Or as I would like to call it my very wise UNIVERSAL FATHER, GOD, The UNIVERSE.
(The Voice within)
We are all Children of this One Source, it does not matter how you would like to call this Universe (AS long as it is not Woody Allen(lol)
http://leendert.zaadz.com/blog/edit/2006/2/the_universe_and_having_a_sense_of_humor
Leendert van Velsen
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L…………
You are cracking me up with all your “me's”. Now I don't feel so alone when………
Heidi the Helper ………..the one that wants to “Change the World” ……..gets beat up by Heidi the “Pissy -Nelson” who says………..”You can't even change yourself…………….”
Heidi the “Pissy -Nelson” has been overtaking me lately. She tells me that I am dumb and wasting my time.
Pissy-Nelson doesn't even want to blog! What a melancholic bi*ch!!!
But Heidi the Helper…………see's Leendert doing some awesome works and must give him praise.
My bosses daughter has cancer……….they just found out about 2 months ago. She is only in her 40's, young and vibrant……….now she is going thru chemo and transfusions……she is very sick. My boss…….her mother cannot go to her and help her…….she has to shut this business down first. I listen to her quite often…..and I try to keep the tears from showing as she talks………..hoping that at least talking to me about it may be helping her cope with her daughters cancer.
Kudos………..Leendert………..thanks for caring.
Heidi
Heidi, I already told you, what a beautiful comment. It's for me, the highest satisfaction, when someone feels comfort about what we (you, me anyone) write over here @ Zaadz.
I hope you will learn too about all these Me's that there is a way to deal with them (1) (2) (3)…..characters. I have identified 7 archetypes in Me, but I only figured out 5 of them yet, so still work to do over here…..I guess.
The energy pod is growing slowly, more stories are comming in, the more the better, working on building up a critical mass, I really really know it will help!
BIG THANKS
I love The Sacred One - beautiful. This is the part of you that knows you are so much bigger than all the parts of you added up! You are a magnificent being, my friend, and I am thrilled to get to know you better through this wonderful world of blogging. Blessings to you.