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The 5th Me; an introduction- part 1.0

Posted on Mar 29th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert
The Critic-us, (The Future Illuminated Me)
(or the Sacred Voice within)

Praying 1 : Can you see me?

Can you see Me? I am there in the shadow, I am the critic-us in and out of the Universe of the many Me's I have been showing You these past days. Let's for now call this one Hendrik. I have identified 7 in total, but I can only really tell you out of my own experience, about NR. 1 - 5. Why? Because NR. 6 & 7 are still an unsolved mystery to me, but I am getting close, they form the missing link, the two pieces of the puzzle that will make ME complete and ONE a WHOLE. All the L's call me sacred because I am the only voice that comes from out of the inside of HIS Universe. I am the connection to the outer universe. What I can tell you about NR 6 and 7 is that 6 is YOU (yes You!) and 7 is what I call the "GOD" in my inner and outer Universe.
So now I could conclude out of this I am ME, YOU AND GOD, the inner and outer UNIVERSE.

"WE ARE ALL ONE UNIFIED IN 7 ME'S"
(In my utmost HUMBLE opinion)

Does this make any sense?

One of my biggest problems and challenges was to learn to listen to my critic-us. I always misinterpreted him as being mean. This was my own fault, because I was not open for its compassion, love, encouragements, wisdom, light etc.
Instead of that its Love hurt-ed me!? Now I have healed and I see the true value of this sacred voice speaking to me exclusively! And to anyone who is willing to listen.

Before my relationship with God, based on Christian values, made me suffer because I could never be impeccable! Now I have learned there is nothing wrong with ME!  
I have learned the critic-us is my dragoman (interpreter) in the conversation I have daily with the inner and outer Universe.

This is MY way to step out of the shade and hopefully become Leendert The Illuminator!

Be well,

Leendert van Velsen

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Leendert : Illuminator ES
1 day later
Leendert said

This morning I remembered a strange dream I had this last night. I was sitting in the Sun. Not here on earth but on the Sun! I was a bit irritated because I remembered during meditation this morning but didn't thought about it any longer. After the meditation I started writing this blog entry and after that I went out for coffee and the newspapers were full of interesting news. 1th of all during writing this entry there was a Sun eclipse started over here in Holland and when I looked up I could see it. When I came back I learned it had to do with Aries (my sun sign), and I remembered the stupid dream of sitting on the sun.  Well isn't life great! Illuminating! And Sunny!

elsy : Still-dreamer
8 days later
elsy said

…I could conclude out of this I am ME, YOU AND GOD, the inner and outer UNIVERSE

…is all that could be found in between the 8 of rays of your new Ster ..which take all the signals of universe and radiate them being transformed them deep in you (actually - in you, me and God) again around back to all the Universe …. being illuminating for us all (actually for youself - being one with the Universe…….
.. and how you manage that?? - to keep always that  triunhy deep mixtered!! - is it always homogeneous???  - all that mixture, actually being the only One maden by You, Me and God….

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