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My Inner Child is vulnerable!

Posted on Apr 4th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert
I think of my inner Child Today as a newborn and 1 year old 1.5 years and 2 years. Here let me show you, they are in my gallery, if you must.

LEO 1 : what can I say, this is the little me in me...:-)

This is for me vulnerability. This little fellow holds the key of my emotional wholeness, he is representing my emotional side and is ultra sensitive focused on survival while being depended of the direct outer Universe (The Mother, The Environment) Leo response is quicker then any other Archetype. The emotions run with the speed of Light! It is easy to hurt Him or make him feel bad. Constantly looking for safety, comfort, lovefrom the Mother. Today I cannot imagine I have left this little one all by himself for so long. It is my Greatest cruelty in life. Can you imagine the Bliss when I turned my Love back to Leo and got accepted after all that I as a person had done with my Inner Child?

I love and nurture Him as a spoiled Baby Now! I am healing him and talk seriously with him on how we can accomplish our Goals!


Leendert van Velsen 
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~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 6 hours later
~C4Chaos said

thanks for sharing this. yeah, the inner child is sensitive and sometimes cruel. my approach is to kill it with my inner-A-Hole :-P

Leendert : Illuminator ES
about 7 hours later
Leendert said

C4Cruel you are!

The meanest joke I can think of uh……tell my inner child my biggest Archetype became a pedo-sexual ….., that really is a bad joke, and so damn you Leo this is no humor for Zaadz! This is not the Netherlands where we can hang those dirty old men on a stick and laugh all day seeing them in agony. Sorry!

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 8 hours later
~C4Chaos said

dude, i wasn't joking. if you read between the lines. that's MY OWN personal reflection on HOW I deal with MY OWN inner-shit. just sharing. ok. i'll spare you the reading between the lines:

“But will I do it again? Probably not. As fun as it was, once is enough for me. Regression in the service of the masculine ego is healthy once in a while. I just needed the testosterone boost like a once in a lifetime bong hit to make my inner a-hole smile.”


you're the one who asked for my “honest” opinions remember?

Leendert : Illuminator ES
about 16 hours later
Leendert said

Of course. And I respect your honesty for that matter, even when you call me a dude (How I like the freedom of speech)

Listen Man. I truly believe people can say anything in my Universe as long as we are honest to ourselves and respect the other. Humor (even bad ones) can contribute to discuss things more freely, in general. Showing this little fellow, is integral nakedness for me, telling bad jokes about the above my way of showing you the complete me. Of course I can only do this in my own piece of blogosphere….If you stay honest, Can I make bad jokes? Still friends?

;-)

L. 

PS Most of my real friends leave before the end, because they stopped laughing somewhere during the show…..:-P (WTF)

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 22 hours later
~C4Chaos said

“Can I make bad jokes? Still friends?”

of course! always…

Leendert : Illuminator ES
about 22 hours later
Leendert said

:-)))

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