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Securing my Inner protector

Posted on Apr 11th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert
Leo is Safe!

Leo is Safe : This is how I feel save as an inner Child, coming out of the shade....slowly.

To get my Inner protecting system at ease I picture myself as a little fellow like this. I know at this point in my life I felt Safe, Protected, Open, Vulnerable. Because I have became a conscious Adult I can direct my inner selves and tell them I understand it was scary and dangerous to be opening myself up in the Past. I can tell them, don't worry, I know what I do, and I won't do anything stupid to HURT myself. Opening up and becoming as transparent as a look through mirror is the ONLY way to become a whole again. I have got to get the faith of all my inner Me's to continue on this QUEST. 

I have found by being vulnerable and open up to people I become stronger and stronger. I have an explanation for all the behaviour I have shown in the past, I came to terms with myself, I have forgive and forgiven and I made a brand new start by opening myself up. I am putting my vulnerability out in the open in the eternal blogosphere and it feels good  to be vulnerable on the right times and become impenetrable for so called evil forces. I open up for all Light and Darkness because I know in the End all darkness will be overcome and defeated by that by Illuminating Light Only.


Leendert van Velsen
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Zennie : Earl of Essence
about 2 hours later
Zennie said

Awesome Post Leendert!

Your willingness to be open & vulnerable to all has helped one person tremendously.

Deep Bow of Gratitude!
zb

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