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The Final development of me as an Adult

Posted on Apr 10th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert
Wow, It took me over 36 years to become a "conscious" adult. Wow, isn't that a little slow? Or did I overdo it maybe? I wanted to do it good, I remember that when I started, but over 36 years......? Wow. As I became a conscious adult I suddenly realised that slowly but surely my primary Me's are loosening up. They have done the job for over 36 years the best way they knew how to protect my inner child. Because I was never an adult before in this life, I made kind of a mess out of it a little:-)...but I tried, really tried. So ever since I decided it was time for me to take care for the little fellow myself, it all changed. The sudden relief of responsibility for my 4 main Archetypes, the primary Me's, was Illuminating! Slowly they are letting go, learning to trust this new Conscious Adult who came from NOWHERE?!

I am becoming a conscious adult,  taking care for my inner child.

Leendert van Velsen  
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~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 1 hour later
~C4Chaos said

36?! man! you're ancient! :P

Leendert : Illuminator ES
about 1 hour later
Leendert said

Well, Actually I am 37 :-o
and I am VERY sure my gender is male.

By the way Congratulations! You got Ken into blogging hehehe

~c4's profile:

~C4無秩序

Gender: Unknown

Age: 105

Sun Sign: Leo

Chinese Sign: Metal Rat

Location: Seattle, WA

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 1 hour later
~C4Chaos said

hahah. don't congratulate me. congratulate Ken because that's for his own good :)

so what's your point posting my phony profile?

Leendert : Illuminator ES
about 2 hours later
Leendert said

Oooh, is it  phony…..? But, but, but, then you are NOT really 105?  :-0

But, but, but, at least tell me your a real LEO!!!!!!!!!!!! (I do not care about the metal rat!)
(kind of panicking over here…..my whole world just collapsed)

:-(

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 2 hours later
~C4Chaos said

how many times do i have to blog it?! i'm a FREAKIN' LEO!
jeesh! :)

Leendert : Illuminator ES
about 3 hours later
Leendert said

Ok, Ok, at least that LEO part is true, so you are not 105 mmm, now how about your Unknown Gender…?

true/false?

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 3 hours later
~C4Chaos said

jeesh leendert. that's enough info. i choose to ignore your further interrogation. it's enough to say that i like women. and i love ~myDakini. now it's up to you to use your imagination and project your shadow :)

Leendert : Illuminator ES
about 4 hours later
Leendert said

ok, ok, Just wanted to be sure about some of these things, I already know enough anyway. Thanks for cooperating. Check or Cash? ~C :-)

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 4 hours later
~C4Chaos said

i say anything but Cannabis. lol!

~C (for Cannabis)

Leendert : Illuminator ES
about 4 hours later
Leendert said

~S(hit) you have busted me again; I am laughing out loud while I am Home alone. My Psychiatrist warned me for this kind of behaviour. I mean LOL by yourself alone in the living room…..tjeesas. Beyond Help. 

about 7 hours later
Peggy J said

Oh Lordy, Leendert, I am really in trouble b/c I am laughing, singing, dancing by myself with myself…….I am beyond alright, but not beyond help:):):):)

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