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The White Wolf

http://leendert.gaia.com — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 15:07:06 GMT

Ow listen to the wolves howl (click 4 sounds)

Ow listen to the wolves howl
Do you hear that "white" one...?
The one I wanted to be whenever
I went in hide and seek mode,
inside my inner self
Can you see it as He rises to its occasion.
Soft and gentle it blends into
the falling snow.
Memories of time in the past, following its trail into a blizzard dance of brilliant snow flakes that are falling from the sky...

Do you smell the current of that time?
Do you feel the gentle wind caressing the scent?

Howl, howl as loud as you can...this is your moment in time~

Written by Leendert
October 2009
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Tags: white wolf, howl

The White Tiger on the Move

http://leendert.gaia.com — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 16:12:32 GMT

...a meeting
coincidentally?

I don't think so, as the white tiger lurks around, the last tracks found...

once again

I returned to wilderness, remember?

Into the future! I commanded you!
Listen!

Following the Light
Continue the Fight...Shadow Monsters, up the wall...

Feel strong among my White Brothers
Waiting until it's time, is it time yet?

Leendert #2009

Tags: poem, white tiger, white brotherhood, 2009

Snow Leopard Emerging

http://leendert.gaia.com — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 09:56:05 GMT

once again

I return to wilderness

Into the future! I command you!

-there is no backtrack

the snow covered all of my previous histories-

once again

I return to wilderness

Following the Light

Tags: leo, leopard, white, snow, light, future

Updated my weblog

http://leendert.gaia.com — Sat, 11 Jul 2009 11:56:15 GMT

And cleaned up all personal photo's checked all my blogs from the past, archived all email messages. Feels good.

Leendert

Tags: clean up, update, good, 2009

The Abcense of light

http://leendert.gaia.com — Tue, 02 Jun 2009 08:51:31 GMT

There is no darkness.

Only the absence of Light,
visible from our perspective,
or not visible, for that matter we call dark.

It's just a name for the absence of Light,
from our perspective.

Have you tried to avoid Light?
Is it darkness you have recognized?

There is no darkness.
Just the absence of Light.
from our perspective.

Now, what does that say about our perspective?
Could it be limited by the boundries of our imagination?

There is no darkness.

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Tags: light, dark, absence, perspective, notation

A Happy Smile for 2009 from The Netherlands

http://leendert.gaia.com — Sun, 04 Jan 2009 10:30:40 GMT

Happy Smile

I wish you Peace but with Fire
I wish you Ease but with joy

I hope for Forgiveness and Fortune
For you and ALL your Love Ones

I pray for All
because we are ALL in the same boat

I Understand your Needs and Wants
Better than Any-One in the World

But most of all I give you Love and Happiness
And it is all for Free

Happy New Year, Happy Every Year!

Leendert

In Dutch:

Gelukkige Lach

Ik wens je vrede, maar met Vuur
Ik wens je rust, maar met vreugde

Ik hoop voor vergiffenis en voorspoed
Voor jou en al diegene van wie je houd
Ik bid voor iedereen
want we zitten allemaal in hetzelfde “schuitje”

Ik begrijp je behoeften en je wensen
Beter dan wie dan ook in de Wereld

Maar het de meeste van alles geef ik je Liefde en Geluk
En het is allemaal voor niets

Gelukkig Nieuwjaar, Ieder Jaar!

Tags: happy, all years, smile, peace, forgiveness, fortune, loveones, anyone, happiness, love

small dancing particles in the sky...

http://leendert.gaia.com — Mon, 13 Oct 2008 06:55:04 GMT

...and they are dancing with me, because I can see them playing in the sky like young cats play together in the sun, without pause, without rest and never tired, they dance and dance and dance. I can see small particles of light dancing in the sky. Why?

-Leendert

Tags: particles, dancing, sky, light, prana, cats, playing

A home made video

http://leendert.gaia.com — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 11:34:42 GMT

Daddy on Guitar & Robin has a Drawing

Daddy Robin on YouTube 2008

Tags: drawing, sometimes, nostalgic, videoclip, leendert, 2008, unsigned, indie, rock, worldmusic, robin

Leo @ Southpark 2

http://leendert.gaia.com — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 23:04:36 GMT

Today I received a link from one of my Gaia friends that made me smile and think of the Zaadz early days. On April 19th 2006 I published Leo @ Southpark after a range of Zaadsters created a Southpark character, starting with, I believe it was C4Chaos.

Today I did it again and it was still fun!

Leo SouthPark 2

Aah....life changes so quickly, so many things have happened in these past 2 years. But some things stay the same.........

It would be fun to see if new people at Gaia see this post and create their south-park character and post about it. See the link up, in the beginning of this post. If you do/did, let me know!

Cheers,

Leendert

Tags: leo, bas(-)ard, southpark, 2008vs2006, zaadzvsgaia, 2 years ago, gaia, zaadz, fun, nostalgic

Word clouds are so passé

http://leendert.gaia.com — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 13:05:46 GMT

Cloud L

Tags: Word, clouds, so passé, ha

What I really know...

http://leendert.gaia.com — Tue, 06 May 2008 05:41:40 GMT

vincent van gogh

I do not know anything, but;
I know I am alive
I know I breathe; fresh air into my lungs
I know I think, I think I know
But what do I really, really know?

Not a lot I guess

I have heard a lot, many, merry things
But if it's all true, I do not know
I only have my intuition, sensing what is wright and what is wrong
And sometimes I am wrong
And sometimes not
That is how I really know, anything,
about nothing.

...What I really know....is nothing

L.

Tags: knowing, vincent, van gogh, poetry, truth, nothing

What I am looking for...

http://leendert.gaia.com — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 11:38:39 GMT

I still haven't found it.

What could I ask this community?
Could I ask for Love?
Could I ask for attention?
Could I give?

Could I wish for something more?
Is there more to add to what I already have?
Am I happy? What is it? What is it?

What is it?

Mounts bay sunrise by Natasha McCrory

Is it the new day I seek, the bright white
sunlight? Is it the answer to all my questions,
the mystery, the forever hidden truth about excistance?

I don't know...
I don't know...

But I don't want to tell...

You see...

Pictures of you and me, together at a beach, dreaming of the life that is still in front of us, not like reality, already past and over, done with, gone...

Peace of mind, is all I have known.

Leendert van Velsen
April 27th 2008

Tags: Mounts bay Sunrise, Natasha McCrory, what, pictures, sunlight, peace, know, don't know, see

What we are....

http://leendert.gaia.com — Sat, 19 Apr 2008 08:08:31 GMT

Projectors:

projecting light from the inside ---> out
sometimes shining
sometimes hiding
sometimes illuminating
sometimes not.

projector light

Projecting Love and Hate at the same time.
(Did Adolf love Eva and his German Shepherd Dog Blondi

So what does that say about
projections?)

Can we love and hate at the same time?
Apparently we can, Yes.

So, the God we pray to...is that God? Or is it a projection?
Does it matter? God is the Architect behind the projector.

The Eagle, Overseeing it all, Razor-sharp Eyes.

Illuminating our Projections.
Without "God" we would not have the Light to project anything.

dante-and-the-eagle

Do I want to see God?
Do I want to See God?
Do I want to see God?

Mme. Let's look into and through Your Eyes.

Can I see the light, that is projecting through your Eyes?

Can I look behind the projector light?

There is where you will find Him, the Eagle...
Flying, forever Flying, overseeing it all,

Razor-sharp Eyes.

Astrophysicist have discovered carlos castaneda's Eagle

Leendert van Velsen
April 19th 2008

Tags: projections, Eva, Blondi, God, Eagle, Dante, Carlos, Flying, Identity

Mary & Child

http://leendert.gaia.com — Sun, 04 Nov 2007 21:08:43 GMT

I shot this picture in my living room. I like the reflections of the windows in the round glass case covering the statue.

Amsterdam, 11-04-2007

Tags: Mary, child, statue, living room

Big Brother

http://leendert.gaia.com — Thu, 25 Oct 2007 20:22:01 GMT

Watch it!

Tags: watch it, big brother, scary picture

Today I will fly from Amsterdam to....

http://leendert.gaia.com — Tue, 25 Sep 2007 23:50:25 GMT

New York City - Cincinnati - Detroit - and back to Amsterdam in 5 days.

Going on a business trip is still such an adventure for me. I hope this feeling will stay with me always. A little boy off to see the world. :) I always wanted that. :)

Feeling very good and positive these past 12 hours. All is going into the right direction, at the moment. My life is starting to become more exciting all the time (again). Very different energy level. Very noticeable. It all seems to come together in these moments. Magical.

I work in the states with some very interesting people. Very motivating. Next year I will travel a lot to the USA. I have received a permanent VISA to travel in and out and I am looking forward to better understand the country, learn and enjoy it.

When I was a child I had an "American Dream". For me as a kid the USA felt like Disneyland all over the place. Now I know this is not really true but: Today it feels like I am suddenly living this dream. Isn't life great sometimes.

I guess you could say I am experiencing a moment of happiness.

Leendert van Velsen
09/26/2007

Tags: work, travel, business, New York, Cincinnati, Detroit, feeling good, USA, American dream, happy

Another One (1)!

http://leendert.gaia.com — Tue, 04 Sep 2007 20:44:51 GMT

Member Since: Thursday, January 19 2006 Last Visit: Today. Profile Viewed: 11111 times (last viewed about 11 hours ago)

Tags: member since, 01/19/06, 11111 profile views, 11 hours ago, one, ones

Life shows me all I need to know (The Stream)

http://leendert.gaia.com — Wed, 30 Aug 2006 16:15:33 GMT

One year ago:

I have learned (by trial and error) to make an advantage out of "the stream". Instead of trying to control everything , I have learned to let everything go, like a stream of water flowing from a mountain top. I tell you; this is not always easy! No, this is hard as Rock sometimes, but eventually the water will make the rock disappear. I know this is true. Letting go, trust that this is the best way to discover my real life purpose is difficult and scary, but IF I do, I only find that it is true. No resistance, no fear, just a stream, like a river flowing and flowing. On my way through the flow, I recognize all life is showing me, all that is significant for me to experience and hopefully I learn from that. I can even sometimes regulate the forward speed of my stream, I can sit in the middle or by the side, depending on the velocity of events I want to create in my life. This all is of-course a creative process in which I let my mind decide how I want to experience the Flow. Instead of trying to control, I have learned to trust my own creativity and my own heart.

I Go with the Flow , I mean Stream, I mean uh River, ah well you know what I mean~ :-)

Leendert van Velsen

Tags: 4blogseasons, stream, flow, life, rock, resistance, control, letting go, river

The Challenge of my time

http://leendert.gaia.com — Fri, 25 Aug 2006 16:01:34 GMT

One year ago:

Concerning male and female role patterns my times are challenging AND confusing. I am a single parent raising my 4 year old girl for 50 % of the time combining this with a 5 day workweek :) Every other week I have a weekend for myself, time-off.

Now today this is more common then 30 years ago, but still this is a situation very few people really understand. People are still very locked up in the traditional role patterns, even when today in my society, both man and woman can break out of this. It is even very confusing. How can I be a loving mother and a strong powerful father at the same time?

I have found out I can be this because I want to. It is in my powerful nature to speak to the inside mother and father I have been raised by when I was a little kid. They where / are there all the time. They are inside of my archetypes. I only have to be not a shamed of my feminine qualities. Because I KNOW I have powerful manly aggressive qualities I must be able to find a balance so I can become both, soft but hard, like water, out of a Supra mental approach, whenever one quality is appropriate.

So, I have been trying to find a balance between my masculine and feminine energies and I try to learn from the experience. Really? YEAH!

Leendert van Velsen

Tags: challange, time, masculine, feminin, balance, energy, role pattern, godard, 4blogseasons

Is growing up always painful?

http://leendert.gaia.com — Mon, 20 Aug 2007 18:26:15 GMT

Leendert said Aug 18, 12:37 AM:

When I was a child, I remember having growing pains at night. I couldn't sleep and sometimes my mum or dad had to massage my arms and legs until I fell a sleep. I hated growth and stayed small until I was seventeen. I had a mind of my own and I was convinced that I could stop growing if I really tried. When I became 17 I had to go to the army. Then I started to become taller. I needed to be bigger, it was not cool being the smallest soldier around. How did I do this? It was the power of thought. With this power we can accomplish anything.

Having said that we stand for a difficult choice. What do I want to become when I grow up?

How tall do I want to be? What will I do when I am there?

What do you want to become when you grow up?

Growth is the essence of my soul, but am I aware of what I am growing into?
How will this growth influence my life, my friends, my work, my business?

Please share your thoughts over here; but be carefull, before you know it your thoughts become reality!

Kind Regards,

Leendert van Velsen
The Netherlands

Tags: growing up, growth consultancy 2.0, growth, discussion, work, friends, business, thoughts, power of thought