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Avoiding and Accepting

Posted on Jun 18th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

One year ago: Things that scare me I tend to avoid so I can say:  "Nothing scares me!" (one of my favorite lines....:-) And believe me I am a very good avoid-er. For example I... More »

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Goal NR 6. Taking Care of Myself

Posted on Apr 16th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

Obviously I needed to put this goal on my list,   because in the Past I was not looking out for myself. I needed to learn to take care of the little fellow inside of... More »

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Scary Emotions!

Posted on Apr 9th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

The elder part of me is very protective to my inner child. I could describe it as the Elders of my own Tribe, the Peace committee, I wrote about them earlier. They will do anything... More »

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My Inner Child is vulnerable!

Posted on Apr 4th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

I think of my inner Child Today as a newborn and 1 year old 1.5 years and 2 years. Here let me show you, they are in my gallery , if you must. This is for... More »

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Emotions on a subatomic level

Posted on Mar 8th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

My feelings are not only in my mind, they have an influence on a subatomic level, effecting the whole body. Like being nervous and "feel" it in my stomach. Or worried until I receive a headache. All these... More »

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Transition Time! (I Welcome the New)

Posted on Mar 7th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

Slowly but surely I am leaving the old and welcome the new. Auw. I am sorry I had another tough but interesting day today. Some successful business people told me a hard  lesson or two. Actually... More »

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Negative Feelings do NOT exist

Posted on Mar 5th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

A negative feeling does not exist for me anymore. The same goes for a positive feeling. There are only Feelings . My feelings and yours (ours). That's all. So called negative feelings are those emotions... More »

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I let my emotions flow

Posted on Mar 1st, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

I am an emotional person who likes to be rational. I have always felt that this emotional side acts as my strength. Does anybody know the film "The Wall" by Pink Floyd ? It is the... More »

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