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I am already where I need to be

Posted on Jan 22nd, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

I used to be always on my way to ... something, somewhere, success or anything else that could bring me happiness. Even now while I am waking up I still find myself in the wrong... More »

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Trust my higher strength

Posted on Jan 21st, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

There is something higher then my consciousness. It knows what to do to guide me and show me the way during my journey on the narrow path. It tries to do anything to help me, to love me... More »

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Awareness

Posted on Jan 2nd, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

Today I realised again I'm on a journey. I have named my travels The Four Blog Seasons .   I am becoming a conscious mind, slowly but surely. No more state of denial. That is quite an accomplishment,... More »

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My Helical Journey into Consciousness

Posted on Nov 27th, 2006 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

My 4blogseasons (my written journey over here @ Zaadz about becoming a more conscious human on all possible levels) has been showing me a sort of a spiral movement in my life. Constantly working in these... More »

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Facing my Changes

Posted on Nov 7th, 2006 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

A part of me wants to grow and change . But another part of me wants to stay just the same. Changes can be frightened, letting go the old me, the me that kept me... More »

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Wholeness

Posted on Jun 10th, 2006 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

Because I am not a whole in my present being, I attract opposite energies, the ones that are underdeveloped in my system. This is because I am consciously and unconsciously looking for wholeness. I recognised that... More »

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Questo Logos

Posted on May 28th, 2006 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

 ‏היו‎ Questo Logos To BE (a poem) My existence started in the first 4 spheres out of light and my journey starts with sorrow, in search of the white crow, because I know I have... More »

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