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I respect all my Me's

Posted on Mar 17th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

All the personalities in me (all of them), all the Me's in me, are an essential part of who I am. It took me a while before I  got acquainted with every one of them.... More »

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Two ways to get what I want

Posted on Feb 20th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

The two polarities of masculine and feminine energy have two ways to create whatever it needs in my life. The first mentioned gets it by doing - I go after it and I make it happen.... More »

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Balancing what I Am and what I Do

Posted on Feb 16th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

One year ago I wrote: Two of the most elementary and important polarities I have to balance, are the energies of being and doing . To be; is the ability of me being in the present moment,... More »

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Polarities in me

Posted on Feb 15th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

These are a few polarities Shakti told me to work on to create  balance and acceptance. masculine - feminine do - be active - passive rational - intuitive strong - vulnerable organised - spontaneous material - spiritual      serious... More »

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Valentines Day or The Love affair with the universe

Posted on Feb 14th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

I wrote one year ago: This is the first Valentines Day in 12 years I will not pay any attention to. It's a bit crazy to send your almost ex wife a heart shaped box,... More »

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Take up all contradictions in me

Posted on Feb 9th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

To deal with polarities does not mean I need to reject parts of myself I don't feel safe with. It means expanding myself, so I can to take them up. I have to see myself as a... More »

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Life leads me to my opposite self

Posted on Feb 7th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

Most of the time I can accept one side of a polarity and express it, but at the same time I can have serious problems with the "other" side of it. This makes me look for shelter in the... More »

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Opposite Qualities

Posted on Feb 7th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

To express a certain energy fully, I need to integrate the opposite polarity completely. You can even say that the road to one quality leads trough the the road of the opposite one. For example,... More »

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Life is full of polarities

Posted on Feb 6th, 2007 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

Life is drenched with polarities and contradictions. If I would really accept all these antilogies of life in myself and understand, adapt and develop the ability to express them, I would be truly enlightened. And not... More »

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The Polarity between Sloppy and Shipshape

Posted on Jun 12th, 2006 by Leendert : Illuminator ES Leendert

In regards to the relationships between me and others and myself, there are many polarities. Often these contradictions lead to conflicts. For example the conflict between structure and spontaneity. Because opposites attract most relationship deal with... More »

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